بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
We begin with Allah’s blessed name, we praise him and we glorify him, seek his forgiveness and ask him to guide us. Whoever Allah guides, None can lead astray and whoever he misguides, None can guide. There is no power and no strength except from Allah, The most high, the Most great, the most powerful. We bear witness that there is no one worthy of worship but Allah Alone, and we bear witness that Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) is His slave-servant and the seal of His Messengers. We pray for peace and blessings on all the noble messengers and in particular on the last of them all “the blessed prophet Mohammad (pbuh)”
homosexuality is a heinous sin where in two men are involved in sexual activity, the people of prophet lot where involved in this crime and Allah turned the whole nation upside down and rained on them a rain of brim-stones for their sin of homosexuality.
Allah says in the Glorious Quran: And We sent Lot as a Messenger. And he said to his people, Have you become so shameless that you commit such indecent acts as no one committed before you in the world? You gratify your lust with men instead of women. Indeed you are a people who are transgressors of all limits! But the only answer his people gave was, turn out these people from your habitations for they pose to be very pious. Quran[7:80-82]
Accordingly, when the time of the execution of Our Judgement came (for the people of Lot), We turned the habitation upside down and rained on it stones of baked clay, each of which had been specifically marked by your Lord. And such a scourge is not far from the tyrannous people! Quran[11:82-83]
Narrated by Abdullah ibn Abbas Allah`s Messenger (saws) said, "If you find anyone doing as (Prophet) Lot's people did, kill the one who does it and the one to whom it is done." Al-Tirmidhi 
Dear brother, you may not have penetrated but still you have transgressed the limits of Allah, The first and foremost you should do is to turn back to Allah in sincere repentance and make a promise that you will never repeat this heinous sin and you will not follow the path that would lead you to this sin. Inshallah you will find your lord most merciful and oft-forgiving. And Allah alone knows the best.
I ask Allah to make this a sincere effort, seeking his pleasure, and I ask him to grant us refuge in him from the evils within ourselves, and that in our deeds. I ask him to grant us success in achieving whatever pleases him; And May Allah Shower His blessings and mercy upon our beloved Prophet Muhammad (pbuh), his family and his Companions and on all those who follow him until the final hour.Ask Your Question